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    <description>insouciant</description>
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      <title>when is a man educated?</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/149.html</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 03:40:48 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;When he can look out upon the universe, now lucid and lovely, now dark and terrible, with a sense of his own littleness in the great scheme of things, and yet have unfaltering faith and courage.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;When he knows how to make friends and keep them, and above all, when he can keep friends with himself.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;When he can be happy alone and high-minded amid the drudgeries of life.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;When he can look into a wayside puddle and see something besides mud, and into the face of the most forlorn mortal and see something beyond sin.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;When he knows how to live, how to love, how to hope, how to pray - is glad to live.. and has in his heart a bit of lifting song.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot;&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff size=2&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 85%; COLOR: #cc66cc; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;-Joseph Fort Newton-&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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      <title>as told by ginger</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/148.html</link>
      <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 00:53:49 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;Someone once told me the grass is much greener,&lt;BR&gt;On the other side,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;And I paid a visit &lt;BR&gt;Well, it's possible I missed it&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;It seemed different, yet exactly the same&lt;BR&gt;'Til further notice &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/DIV&gt;
&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial size=2&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Times New Roman&quot; size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; size=2&gt;I'm in-between &lt;BR&gt;From where I'm standing, &lt;BR&gt;My grass is green&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Someone once told me the grass is much greener&lt;BR&gt;On the other side...&lt;/FONT&gt; &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/DIV&gt;&lt;!-- begin(Yahoo ad) --&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/click/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/img/?url=http%3A%2F%2Finfection.blogdrive.com%2Farchive%2F148.html&amp;amp;pid=1846251505&quot; alt=&quot;Ads by Yahoo!&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;!-- end(Yahoo ad) --&gt;</description>
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      <title>a poem by Ophelia Dimalanta</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/147.html</link>
      <pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:03:47 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff size=2&gt;it is perhaps because &lt;BR&gt;one way or the other &lt;BR&gt;we keep this distance &lt;BR&gt;closeness will tug us apart &lt;BR&gt;in many directions &lt;BR&gt;in absolute din &lt;BR&gt;how we love the same &lt;BR&gt;trivial pursuits and &lt;BR&gt;insignificant gewgaws &lt;BR&gt;spoken or inert &lt;BR&gt;claw at the same straws &lt;BR&gt;pore over the same jigsaws &lt;BR&gt;trying to make heads or tails &lt;BR&gt;you take the edges &lt;BR&gt;i take the center &lt;BR&gt;keeping fancy guard &lt;BR&gt;loving beyond what is there &lt;BR&gt;you sling at stars &lt;BR&gt;i bedeck the weeds &lt;BR&gt;straining in song or &lt;BR&gt;profanities towards some &lt;BR&gt;fabled meeting apart &lt;BR&gt;from what dreams read &lt;BR&gt;and suns dismantle &lt;BR&gt;we have been all the hapless &lt;BR&gt;lovers in this wayward world &lt;BR&gt;in almost all kinds of ways &lt;BR&gt;except we never really meet &lt;BR&gt;but for this kind of burning &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;!-- begin(Yahoo ad) --&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/click/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/img/?url=http%3A%2F%2Finfection.blogdrive.com%2Farchive%2F147.html&amp;amp;pid=1846251505&quot; alt=&quot;Ads by Yahoo!&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;!-- end(Yahoo ad) --&gt;</description>
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      <title>he's back!</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/145.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 24 Dec 2005 05:13:31 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Tahoma, Arial, Helvetica&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Tahoma, Arial, Helvetica&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;IMG src=&quot;http://infection.blogdrive.com/images/davereturns.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Tahoma, Arial, Helvetica&quot; color=#ffffff size=2&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Times New Roman, Times, serif&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT size=4&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;The &amp;nbsp;Late Show with David Letterman&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Tahoma color=#ffffff size=2&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; starting Monday, December 26 on Jack TV&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Tahoma color=#ffffff size=2&gt;woohoo!!!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;!-- begin(Yahoo ad) --&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/click/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/img/?url=http%3A%2F%2Finfection.blogdrive.com%2Farchive%2F145.html&amp;amp;pid=1846251505&quot; alt=&quot;Ads by Yahoo!&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;!-- end(Yahoo ad) --&gt;</description>
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      <title>Maksim</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/144.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 20 Nov 2005 08:22:36 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;FONT color=#666666&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;IMG style=&quot;WIDTH: 250px; HEIGHT: 309px&quot; height=277 src=&quot;http://images.snapfish.com/34556%3A5923232%7Ffp64%3Dot%3E2339%3D%3C36%3D558%3DXROQDF%3E232423948344%3Bot1lsi&quot; width=247 border=0&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff size=1&gt;&lt;I&gt;Viva Concerts presents MAKSIM... LIVE IN MANILA at the PICC Plenary Hall on December 16, 2005 8:00 pm.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/I&gt;&lt;br&gt;
(note to self: file for VL)&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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      <title>STD</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/142.html</link>
      <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 07:02:08 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can’t remember why we fell apart&lt;br&gt;
From something that was so meant to be, yeah&lt;br&gt;
Forever was the promise in our hearts&lt;br&gt;
Now, more and more I wonder where you are&lt;br&gt;
[chorus]&lt;br&gt;
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime&lt;br&gt;
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me&lt;br&gt;
Do I ever cross your mind anytime&lt;br&gt;
I miss you&lt;br&gt;
Still have your picture in a frame&lt;br&gt;
Hear your footsteps down the hall&lt;br&gt;
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane&lt;br&gt;
How I wish that you would call&lt;br&gt;
To say&lt;br&gt;
Chorus&lt;br&gt;
I miss you&lt;br&gt;
I miss you&lt;br&gt;
(no more) loneliness and heartache&lt;br&gt;
(no more) crying myself to sleep&lt;br&gt;
(don’t want no more) wondering about tomorrow&lt;br&gt;
Won’t you come back to me&lt;br&gt;
Come back to me, oh&lt;br&gt;
Chorus&lt;br&gt;
Chorus&lt;br&gt;
I miss you&lt;br&gt;
I miss you&lt;br&gt;
I miss you&lt;/FONT&gt; &lt;br&gt;
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      <title>2005 Finals MVP</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/137.html</link>
      <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 06:46:46 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;FONT color=#ffffff&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;FONT size=1&gt;Tim Duncan did it again!!! I'm soooooo proud!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;IMG height=240 src=&quot;http://us.news3.yimg.com/us.i2.yimg.com/p/cpress/20050624/capt.s06249a.jpg?x=240&amp;amp;y=289&amp;amp;sig=2_NddeC.oieyHTyz30L3og--&quot; width=207&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&lt;I&gt;&quot;He’s unusually quiet and unassuming for a superstar, doesn’t seek publicity, doesn’t have a nickname, doesn’t cause controversy and as a player, isn’t particularly flashy. Merely fundamentally sound in all aspects of the game.&quot;&lt;/I&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;FONT size=1&gt;-MSNBC Special report: Most underappreciated athletes&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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      <title>congratulations!</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/135.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jun 2005 11:22:29 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;IMG style=&quot;WIDTH: 191px; HEIGHT: 203px&quot; height=203 src=&quot;http://rds.yahoo.com/S=96062883/K=tim+duncan/v=2/SID=w/l=IVS/SIG=1268lg5e4/EXP=1118484504/*-http%3A//www.basket-plus.com/images/Duncan_slavi.jpg&quot; width=170&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;FONT color=#ffffff size=1&gt;congratulations to my dearest Tim for winning the first (and second!) game in the finals.... woohoo!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;IMG style=&quot;WIDTH: 194px; HEIGHT: 140px&quot; height=195 src=&quot;http://images.snapfish.com/343%3B4%3C5523232%7Ffp58%3Dot%3E2339%3D%3C36%3D558%3DXROQDF%3E232389%3B8%3B95%3A9ot1lsi&quot; width=381 border=0&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;FONT color=#ffffff size=1&gt;congratulations to Shamice&amp;nbsp;on&amp;nbsp;his&amp;nbsp;new little um, pussies.&amp;nbsp;thank you for&amp;nbsp;bringing Blasy into my life. thank you&amp;nbsp;Shamice! thank yoooooo!!!!!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;
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      <title>better days</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/136.html</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jun 2005 08:11:17 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; color=#ffffff&gt;&lt;I&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Times New Roman&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&quot;Silver gray hair neatly combed in place&lt;br&gt;
There were four generations of love on her face&lt;br&gt;
She was so wise, no surprise passed her eyes&lt;br&gt;
She's seen it all&lt;br&gt;
I was a child, oh, about three or four&lt;br&gt;
All day I ask questions&lt;br&gt;
At night I ask more&lt;br&gt;
But whenever, she never, would ever turn me away&lt;br&gt;
I'd say how can I be sure what is right or wrong&lt;br&gt;
And why does what I want always take so long&lt;br&gt;
Please tell me where does God live&lt;br&gt;
And why won't He talk to me&lt;br&gt;
I'd say Grandma what is love&lt;br&gt;
Will I ever find out&lt;br&gt;
Why are we so poor, what is life about&lt;br&gt;
I wanna know the answers before I fall off to sleep&lt;br&gt;
She saw the smile as she tucked me in&lt;br&gt;
Then she pulled up that old rockin' chair once again&lt;br&gt;
But tonight she was slightly, remarkably different somehow&lt;br&gt;
Slowly she rocked looking half asleep&lt;br&gt;
Grandma yawned as she stretched&lt;br&gt;
Then she started to speak&lt;br&gt;
What she told me, would mold me and hold me &lt;br&gt;
Together inside &lt;br&gt;
She said all the things you ask&lt;br&gt;
You will know someday&lt;br&gt;
But you have got to live in patient way&lt;br&gt;
God put us here by fate&lt;br&gt;
And by fate that means better days&lt;br&gt;
She said, child we are all moons in the dark of night&lt;br&gt;
Ain't no mornings gonna come till the time is right&lt;br&gt;
Can't get no better days lest you make through the night&lt;br&gt;
You gotta make through the night, yes you do&lt;br&gt;
You can't get through no, better days&lt;br&gt;
Unless you make it through the night (baby)&lt;br&gt;
Oh, hoh, you will see those better days &lt;br&gt;
But you gotta be patient&lt;br&gt;
Be patient, oh baby, be patient&lt;br&gt;
Later that year at the turn of spring&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&lt;B&gt;Heaven sent angels down and gave Grandma her wings&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/B&gt;Now, she's flyin', and slidin' and glidin'&lt;br&gt;
In better days&lt;br&gt;
And although I'm all grown-up &lt;br&gt;
I still get confused&lt;br&gt;
I stumble through the dark&lt;br&gt;
Getting bumped and bruised&lt;br&gt;
When night gets in my way&lt;br&gt;
I could still hear my Grandma say&lt;br&gt;
I can hear her say..I can hear her sayin'&lt;br&gt;
You can't get through no, better days&lt;br&gt;
Unless you make it through the night (baby)&lt;br&gt;
Oh hoh, you will see those better days&lt;br&gt;
But you gotta be patient&lt;br&gt;
Child, do you hear me, yeah&lt;br&gt;
Well, well, well, well&lt;br&gt;
You can't get to no, no better days&lt;br&gt;
Unless you make it, you got to make it&lt;br&gt;
You got to make it through the night&lt;br&gt;
Oh Grandma, oh Grandma&lt;br&gt;
Do you see me now, lady&lt;br&gt;
Oh oh oh oh oh...&quot;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/I&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;FONT size=1&gt;this song reminds me of my lola. exactly a month ago&amp;nbsp;she passed away. i wanted to write something&amp;nbsp;in her honor&amp;nbsp;and&amp;nbsp;i wanted to share how it&amp;nbsp;was like losing someone&amp;nbsp;i love... but i&amp;nbsp;guess im still too hurt to talk about it. &amp;nbsp;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;!-- begin(Yahoo ad) --&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/click/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://ypn-rss.overture.com/rss/35557/12804/img/?url=http%3A%2F%2Finfection.blogdrive.com%2Farchive%2F136.html&amp;amp;pid=1846251505&quot; alt=&quot;Ads by Yahoo!&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;!-- end(Yahoo ad) --&gt;</description>
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      <title>to my grandmother...</title>
      <link>http://infection.blogdrive.com/archive/133.html</link>
      <pubDate>Fri, 13 May 2005 08:09:34 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>&lt;BR&gt;
&lt;DIV&gt;&lt;FONT color=#990066&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;IMG style=&quot;WIDTH: 507px; HEIGHT: 134px&quot; height=162 src=&quot;http://a1259.g.akamai.net/f/1259/5586/1d/images.art.com/images/PRODUCTS/large/10064000/10064490.jpg&quot; width=470 border=0&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&lt;FONT color=#cc3333&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff&gt;one of the few people&amp;nbsp;whom i've truly loved in&amp;nbsp;this life&amp;nbsp;is gone. my dearest grandmother... wherever she is...&lt;br&gt;
im sure it is a better place. though the pain of losing her may never go away..&amp;nbsp;i do hope she has finally found peace and&amp;nbsp;eternal happiness...&lt;br&gt;
&lt;BR&gt;she was my best friend... now she is my angel.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ffffff size=2&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;To you lola, wherever you are, &lt;br&gt;
&lt;BR&gt;i hope you know how much you are loved..&lt;br&gt;
i hope you have forgiven me..&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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