Saturday, April 30, 2005
Where Does The Time Go???

the eternal question of the confused mind.

who should i ask to get an answer?

early this morning i woke up somewhat drained and disoriented, stared blankly at a huge world map covering part of my bedroom wall and started feeling infinitely small. i think of how 'limited' life is. here i am wandering aimlessly in a very small piece of land known as Manila. i torment myself about stuff i probably wont even remember 20 years from now. i get thrilled, and sometimes hysterical, over things that would not even matter to me someday. i get angry. i become upset. depressed. frustrated. i fall in love. i learn to trust. i lose that trust. i learn to hate. and yet i laugh. i sing. i scream. i question my choices. but i continue to live.

in spite of it all, i am still human. temperamental and insensitive.

no less human than any person either struggling or celebrating life in this lonely planet.

and maybe..because i am only human.. i really dont have to know all the answers.

so i'll just sing:

"If I could have a pound for every moment I've spent worrying
On all the little things in life that frankly there's no hurrying
Then I would be a rich girl I wanna be a rich girl soon
But going at this rate I think that it might take
Till there's life on the moon...

Where does the time go? Does anyone know?"


Where Does The Time Go
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
Karol Wojtyla

                     
 i've never met him but when i think about Pope John Paul II, i am reminded of hope...
 today's news broke my hopeful heart.


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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
my fave song

can someone like translate this for me... in Russian? ahihihi.

Dansons tu dis
Et moi, je suis
Mes pas sont gauches
Mes pieds tu fauches
Je crains les sots
Je cherche en vain les mots
Pour m'expliquer ta vie, alors
Tu ments, ma Soeur
Tu brises mon coeur
Je pense, tu sais
Erreurs, jamais
J'ecoute, tu parles
Je ne comprends pas bien
La belle dame sans regrets

Je pleure, tu ris
Je chante, tu cries
Tu semes les graines
D'un mauvais chene
Mon ble s'envole
Tu en a ras le bol
J'attends, toujours
Mes cris sont sourds
Tu ments, ma Soeur
Tu brises mon coeur
Je pense, tu sais
Erreurs, jamais
J'ecoute, tu parles
Je ne comprends pas bien
La belle dame sans regrets...

music by Sting



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Monday, March 07, 2005
blind item

because love is blind... here's a blind item for you mortals out there:

isang sup ang nabasted ng isang sup at lubos na nasaktan si nabasted kaya naging superhero bago naging ulam..pero ang sup na nangbasted ay naging ulam din na mahilig sa shy guys... ang nabasted na sup ay may gf na ngayon na nag aaREM na may batchmate na in love sa isa pang sup na mukhang anino na may ka date na muslim. Ang Tanong:  sino ang best friend ng sup na anino?


Ang Sagot:

backflip before you click

*this blind item is a by-product of a crying session for witches.

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
today is a saturday

i wish i can write something about this day
it went by so quickly it feels like a day was taken out of my life
there has to be something i can blame
.......know what?


i blame you.

you made me non-existent.

i once knew how to walk with patience until i get to where im going
once had the passion to create myself with what im feeling
once believed i cannot be broken


i blame you for coming to my life.

you turned me into a ghost.




(a ghost cc)
(ahihihihihi)



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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i'm bored

why is it always easier to hate than to love?

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Saturday, January 08, 2005
a day with D (beside me)

today i am seated beside my fantasy.  and i feel myself being drawn to him once more.  earlier we had a chance to chat and all i could do was stare at his face.  

i love they way his presence makes me feel. 

and he doesnt even know it. nor does he need to know it. nor do i need to say anything more. 

that's it.
 (confetti)

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Saturday, January 01, 2005
1st of January

Bikini Bottom is...

         

                                                            empty.

and so am i.

                            Cheers!!!

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Thursday, December 16, 2004
meditation 17

"No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main...
any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee."
John Donne
Devotions Upon Emergent Occasions

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
question again..

how do you know when it's time to forgive? 

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Suspenseful Thriller
Nothing is simple. Especially you. Like your movie match, you've got lots of plot twists, and you'd like to keep it that way. That's right, you're no open book. Whether or not you actually lurk in the shadows, you do like to keep people in the dark sometimes. Mysterious and enigmatic, you keep people guessing. When they think they've got you figured out, you enjoy throwing a curve ball their way. Maybe it's the element of surprise that tickles your fancy. Perhaps it's the shock value. Or maybe you're just intensely private. In any case, you keep life intriguing and unpredictable.